I’m sitting on the cottage roof in the heat of summer, looking past the antique weather vane, out over the meadow and toward the endless blue ocean.
I can hear my aunt’s voice. The last time we spoke was to say goodbye. She said my name quietly as I held her brittle hands.
In spring, when everything is green and abundant, I can feel her presence in the breeze. I close my eyes and try to hold the feeling before it drifts on.
Then I think of my mom and the quiet bond we share, both of us knowing what it means to lose a best friend too soon.
I return to the meadow.
Yellow, blue, and purple wildflowers.
Pines and beach grass.
The dirt path to the pebble shore,
rock pools, and the white caps of
cobalt waves crashing.
For a moment, I am back in Cape Breton.